Tomorrow I re-enter the atmosphere. I have spent the last 5 weeks in my own world, free from cares, drama, and work. It has been amazing, insightful, and absolutely necessary. It’s with a heavy heart that I start work again tomorrow. I’ll begin anew with the routines of old. Get up, get ready, go to work. It’s sad that life must so often rely on these mundane routines in order to afford us the luxuries of vacations, and nice stuff. You can bet your ass I’m working on establishing something I can do that 1. doesn’t feel like work, and 2. affords me the down time needed to feel human and loving towards my fellow man. These last few weeks have allowed me to decompress in a way that I don’t think I would’ve been able to do if it had not been for my foot surgery literally slowing me down. Sometimes I don’t feel like I am ready to spend much time walking, either that or i just prefer sitting somewhere and reading. I’m going to focus on the positive. I’m going to look at things with the eyes of a neutral observer. I’m going to find inspiration in all that I encounter. I’m going to re-read this post in a week and see how i’m doing.
Thanks for sharing my few weeks of bliss with me. Here’s to hoping that i don’t need to have any more surgeries. While i’m glad this one went well, I don’t like causing my body any more trauma than is necessary. I’ll try to keep up with my blog postings too. It’s been nice to have that time to write and I do intend to keep it going in 2012. As for the rest, please pray I don’t burn up during re-entry. xo