is it possible to miss someone ahead of time? I think so. It almost doesn’t make sense to miss someone solely because you will see them less as opposed to not being able to see them at all. I guess there is no explaining it, other than we always miss the people we love because moments just feel better when shared. I amuse myself sometimes especially when I try to explain a feeling that really requires no explanation or justification. And, then there is too, the subtle reminder, the strangeness of the feeling itself, which reminds me that I haven’t felt like this in a very long time. And that is the prevailing thought, which reveals to me so plainly just what my heart desires.