Ups and downs are a normal part of life, but they always catch me off guard. I forget how constant it is to flutter between moods, and wonder if it’s like that for everyone? I have friends that are pretty even keel and even they have moments when they are down in the dumps. It always catches me off guard when I’m the one who’s doing the listening, since they are usually my beacons of strength and comfort.
Today I feel good. Last week was another story. It will probably continue like this for the rest of my life. I shouldn’t let it bug me, there are plenty of normal, steady people out there; people who are never rattled. Unfortunately, I am not one of these people. I guess this makes me interesting and tiring, and amusing at times. I’m always searching for a Zen place. I’ll let you know when I find it!